Sunday, February 29, 2004



book of the moment...
maybe i should just watch the movie... no that would be bad... no cheating... hmmmmmmm

Saturday, February 28, 2004

unfortunately, as it turns out the team sucks... but the other teams were even stupider... so we did allright. Yay i suppose? Anyway, a nice warm day was the perfect solution to a long long day. So continue having a nice weekend, and eh sleep lots!

Friday, February 27, 2004

i am sick [sick sick]

the song, oh gods the song....
not to mention studying material i've never seen adds greatly to this super confusion, but studying is the way to go. So Study on!

And found out some good things, make that great things, super duper things! Ya, more general and vague? I think not.

*We are sick, we are sick,
We are sick sick sick,
Like we're sociologically sick!

So don't be sick but move right on, and have a fantastic weekend (with a bonus day)!

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Untitled...

Nothing's so bad except dire life-threatening illness.... and the doom of TOK....haha.

So... might I suggest something fun? like the Passion of the Christ movie? (fun, i think not...) So anyway, I won't bore you or me any longer.

Have fun... or have indifference!

Sunday, February 22, 2004

So! Yippie. The weekends over, but at least I left the house this time (not like its happened before, *ahem*)... So yeah - saw MIRACLE which was excellent, and it wasn't a miracle that it was good... haha... It just was great. And I suppose Ms. K was almost right about the cute boys, except some were just plain ugly and kurt russel's plaid jacket too hehe. Its worth it to go see...

What else? Went shopping and surprise - bought nothing, stupid indecisive me... anyway.... weekend was good, unfortunately I realize that all the work I left still needs to be done, including the paper due Tuesday ("puck" that...) haha which I'd rather not even think about, remember that? just don't remind me...

So have fun and good luck.

Thursday, February 19, 2004

So, the day wasn't so bad after all. After grating my nerves this morning having to wake up early, slacking off and eyes closing in the later classes, after all that the TOK paper was perfectly fine - can you say 1596, I've seriously never written so many words in my life. I hope everyone else did fine. And ah bagels..... yoohoo that was the serious highlight yummy salt and dripping butter... (you're grossed out aren't you, more so than the chocolate sandwiches)

So tell me something I don't know... something fascinating...

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

Turns out, fencing is kinda a blast - would you have ever have thought. There were pros there, and of course I'm self-conscious (knowing that I suck) but whatever, I conquered (kinda). Yeah... It was fun, and a little bit of "ow" but I can take it!

Preparing for the TOK exam, stretching my fingers and my brain, working out a tiny solution to this much larger question - for 1300 words tomorrow might be a problem. Let come what may. I suppose it'll all be over very very soon, time is crouching nearer and nearer so I'm kinda nervous and my nerves are tense. It'll all be over soon, it'll all be over soon... I wish I was home, I wish I was home... AH!

May I wish you the kindest of luck!

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

A dry boring day

Jeez, now I think why did I even ever bother... but anyway... School sucked, how much TOK can one person take? But eh. Don't have to think about the orals yet, only this TOK essay which I have to "plan" out. I have more time anyway.

Fencing tomorrow, we'll see how that goes, hopefully fun anyway... could be semi-interesting.

Guess I'll just slack around until 7 so the real 'work' can begin (using my eyes of course... haha).

Good luck!

Monday, February 16, 2004

I have to say today, or shall I say yesterday could have been better, of course, but could have been worse.

I restrained from making a total fool of myself, by watching my mouth, as well as the computer mouse, so as not to say anything I'd solemnly regret. I only hope that this phase of rebellion or whatever it can be called is almost over. Rejoice? I think not yet.

We'll see how the rest of today goes, looking more hopeful, Amazing huh? and who would have thought... definitely not me. Now in order to do something fun, all I have to do is finish my work. The book, the book... So yada dee, yada dum (drums keep pounding rhythm to the brain...)

Reading... at the moment for school *bleh* Their Eyes Were Watching God

Sunday, February 15, 2004

Thought I'd add a little wisdom for the day, but unfortunately all I've done is "bum" around (in the words of a friend), so I'm not feeling all that witty, nor even all that satirical. Its funny you know...

Well, thought I'd just add a note so that it can be noted that I'm still alive and well.

Going to watch some fabulous TV later, and do the work for school (darn that reminds me...)... So so long avid readers (like anyone has ever visited this page).

Saturday, February 14, 2004

just a quick sarcastic side note? Happy valentines day all you hallmark buyers!

So here goes, I mean, I always knew that I was a horrible person.. but seriously I never imagined it this bad. Am I just cruel to everyone, do I push peple away on purpose. Am I doomed to live depressed?

I suppose I never often thought of this, in any manner for life had been great.

I said things I regretted, apologized, and tried to amend, but obviously there was no "fix" nor this "solution" one had thought of. I even felt hurt, can you imagine that.

Read this if you may, comment as you may, I don't think I could be hurt or crushed any more so.

Friday, February 13, 2004

I guess one could say that life isn't so bad, is everything wasn't so damn screwed up. I don't really know how to account for all this, but I suppose most of it is my fault.

It is not my fault, however large the problem may be that my dad's idiot girlfriend is a person whom I despise. I suppose I may regret saying these things now, but aaaaaaaaarg.

Anyway, friends suck, life sucks, I suppose I can resign myself to thinks like going home all the time, sitting alone - even typing in this computer seems like a waste.

Well good luck to you and all of yours.